Huh!

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Happy Holidays! – Neil Gaiman’s Dark Christmas Poem

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Sometimes …

You made me think of you.
Think about the good times,
Think about the bad.
Think about the moments
I never thought were memories
… before.

You made me think of you.
Think about the cold outside,
Think about the cold inside.
Think about the the sun as it hits
… your eyes.

You made me think of you.
That mischievous grin after a bottle of gin,
As it made you think of something
And brought a twinkle to your eyes
… again.

You made me think of you.
Think about the where and the who
And of the forlorn shoe that you left
… behind

You made me think of you.
And wonder if you think of me too
… sometimes.

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Exit

My mind is empty, my thoughts run wild.
No one to hear me, no one to tell.

The days grow longer, the nights fall apart.
Not even shadows linger, no way to start.

The end is near now, the tower bell rings.
No place to run to, no birds shall sing.

O love, my lovely, my time has passed.
No longer lonely, no time to dance.

The rain drops fall, to ease the pain.
Your nights grow longer, your days grow thin.

This too shall pass now, all will be well.
No one will hurt now, no one will kill.

The moon has passed and the sun sets in.
I’m just a memory,
Let a new day begin.

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Airtel Broadband: Windows slaves?!

SO there I was, hating my dataone connection for its recent spate of bad service and low bandwidth and thinking of changing the connection. The only real alternative here in India (apart from local dsl providers – cut cable no internets!) is Airtel broadband. Now I wasn’t looking for a Rs. 300 internet connection to check my emails or some other shit like that. I am looking for a high bandwidth connection from a company that provides good customer service.

I check the Airtel broadband page and I see  everything I need: Good speed (2 mbps), good price (Rs. 1600/- per month) and a promise to be good for streaming with a 24x7x365 customer support service. Ok! Great!! Where do I sign?

Then, just to make sure I got all the details right, I check their terms of service – check, their usage agreement – check, their FAQ – damn!!.

Apparently, Airtel broadband does not have linux or mac support or even Windoze XP 64 bit support. So, essentially, to use Airtel Broadband, I have to have a vista (Blech!) computer or some other variation of a winsnore PC!

WTF, Airtel?? In this day and age, when even the government run BSNL dataone service has support for us non-drone users, you cannot find a DSL modem that works with non windows computers?? Do you want me to send you a list of DSL modems that do and help you lay the lines as well?? In an ever increasing non-windows world, you want to limit yourself to “reboot computer” users?

Shame on you!

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Things that make you go “huh”?!!

  • The Chinese haha song
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… and my response to that is simply:

wtfCat

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Drowning Eyes

I see what you show through your eyes,
I see the words unsaid.
I see the unborn questions raised,
The thoughts that came and fled.

O love, my love, I see it all,
I see it my own way.
‘Cause ’till you saw me off tonight,
I saw what you just said.

Blind, I fall again and then,
Wild, I swing at air.
I see the darkness all around,
I walk the unstrung hair.

I row, I row around the water,
Dark but crystal clear.
As the moon above me shines,
And thinks a fool is here.

I cross the river in my mind,
Sometimes the mind plays tricks.
What I thought was shore and life,
Was just some broken sticks.

So now I float along the coast,
Barely holding on.
To the breath that came along,
For the final ride.

The breath, it dances on and off,
and makes me want to laugh,
cause the way to go is how I came
And turn around I can’t.

The end it comes, the end is here,
the end, the warm embrace.
Of the chilly wind and then
the water hides my face.

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To Soar (Too Sore) …

Lend me your wings, bird, and I will fly on.

The world has moved on,
leaving me memories and feelings that I cannot account for.
A childhood that I can remember like it was someone else’s life,
A deliberate, grinding life that eats me up at the core.

Lend me your wings, bird, and I will fly on.

The world has moved on,
they say, leaving only light and love but no hidden treasures.
No gems of memories, no sudden rush of feelings.
No time, no words, no deeds no birds.
A hand that cannot feed, a tongue that cannot speak.
Only old age and tiresome habits as I trudge on towards the sunset.

Lend me your wings, bird, and I will fly on.
Fly on one last time

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Religion and Atheism

It annoys me that the burden of proof is on us. It should be: you came up with the idea. Why do you believe it? – Ricky Gervais on being an atheist.

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The Rise and Fall of Permanent Fixtures.

Maybe its age creeping up on me as I move on to the wrong side of the 20s (Thanks Neeti!) but there are things from my childhood that I used to take for granted and/ or ignore that I see less and less of nowadays. What were permament fixtures in the landscape of the India of the late 80s and early to mid 90s seem to have finally entered the final leg of their existence – at least in urban India.

Permanent Fixture: Something or someone who has been a part of a situation/ surrounding for so long that we presume them to be always there. Ex: “Everytime I arrived in the village, I would see the old man sitting under the banyan tree greeting everyone who would come and go. He was a permanent fixture in the village scene. The village greeter …”

Most of my memories of urban to semi-urban India growing up are around some people/ things that were an integral part of every town in India …

  • The News Stand
    One of the many fading memories of the India of old.
    One of the many fading memories of the India of old.

    My first memories of the news stand are at railway stations (a place that still have a lot of magazine carts around). I would always want to buy the latest Sportstar or comic for the journey to come so that I could pretend to read while I looked at the photographs in the magazines. The other real memory are of dad sending me out with Rs. 10 in my hand to buy the latest India Today or Life! magazine from the corner news stand.

    Now a fading relic in today’s digital age, the only two news stands that I can think of in modern Hyderabad are the one next to Paradise circle (which used to have 5 vendors at one time) and one on the busy streets of Abids.

    Thankfully, everytime I go to my village in Kerala, I get to see this comforting sight again :)

  • The Ice-cream wallah

Whenever you think of ice-cream vendors in India nowadays, you think of this:

But the image that remains in my mind is that of the good old Kulfi waala. The man who would come up to every building in the neighbourhood in his bajaj chetak and shout “kulfeeeee” – the call to which every young brain in every household would simultaneously flip a switch and ask their mothers for the Rs. 3 needed to buy this precious commodity that will bring eternal peace to our souls. I guess what I miss the most is the personal experience of the Kulfi and the saint who would give us the kulfi and refresh us with his smile even before the kulfi was had … Good times, good times :)

  • Amar Chitra Katha
Culture and comics for the young Indian.

Culture and comics for the young Indian.

Every Indian child’s first exposure to comics and culture used to be the Amar Chitra Katha series of culture ridden comics. A perennial favourite, the stories brought us stories that only a grandmother could have otherwise told. Stories of kings and jesters, ghosts and kingdoms, of Punyakoti – the honest cow that went back to the lion as promised after saying goodbye to its children, of Chanakya the one man who shaped the thinking of kings and so many more.

One good thing is that I know that these are still being published, although I don’t know how they are doing as a business …

  • Kapil Dev lifting the world cup
Enough Said!

Enough Said!

There are so many things that come to mind when I think about it but I can write only for so long. If there is anything that comes to your mind, add on :)

I leave you with the quintessential Indian video: the national integration video that we used to see every day on Doordarshan:

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